I didn't succumb to certain people socially, like I shouldn't have things and they all of a sudden do in a strange way in comparison to what I thought was happening and okay.  They just "hate my guts."  I guess we "caught them red-handed."  What does this mean for me?  Is anyone actually trying to hurt me?  I also am getting the message I did something worse than what other people do and that I should just downgrade my life to them.

If I don't need good attention, no one does.  If you just say, "Why not me?" then why not someone else?  This makes no sense, and it's catching on.

What we do in this case is we care about and go through great lengths for that person to correct them rather than me trusting I can go on with my life, in this and other cases.

For other reasons, I just got mad at my life, so boring and catastrophic because of the likes of others.  So down in the pits of a miserable existence.

It seems these social statements are becoming critical and unraveled as a spin-off of something in a careless way and is something stupid.

I don't know who did what, in some cases.

Also, they are just ruining someone older I like, so they say and keep a fist up with for the condition of the mysteries at large, like it has to happen like I "did something" and people have a VIP against me from the past indefinitely.

I also feel challenged to "come out" and be upset if I don't matter to people.