Sunday, June 16, 2019

It's funny that someone would associate themselves with others they'd rather not and then have problems if someone else doesn't want to.
It's like someone keeps hitting me back pretending I started something against their ethnicity/race, when I would dare not, unless something weird and debatable happened I might by accident but maybe not as much in a bad way as others.

Thursday, June 13, 2019

Some people apparently must think they can own me?
Is that all you want me for?  That these problems happen are stupid and abusive to me.  If there was some problem with other people, it's still been too long.
You all know I'm right, but my life is getting worse in many strong ways.  I'm just waiting for more fake abuse.  Talk about being ^sheltered^.  I don't fall for you all!

I am worried they might take control over my life even more and those I/we like.
You all think this never happened.  You all are the same.

(continued)

You're just gonna have to ignore me more or forget about fighting over someone and talk about something.  It's not healthy it's the only thing you refer to around me.  I think it's okay if anyone talks to anyone.  I'm not sure what is being suggested.  You didn't figure this out-
I'm worried someone will be upset about me saying this, but they kinda checked in already.  Still, I'm waiting and think this will be processed to what they see fit.  I'm not interested.  I'm not gonna get stuck in something that shouldn't happen like some mystery for me to waste my time on.  If you are gonna be forward with me and not care if I figure out how I'm wronged and hurt and at risk, like how dare I talk back... I wasn't the one fighting.  It's not even about this person we're referring to, just fighting me if I end up close to someone.
Word to the Wise: I can't be free from what I'm used for and involves a reaction from me.

I'm just saying someone keeps fighting, fighting me if we get close.
I didn't succumb to certain people socially, like I shouldn't have things and they all of a sudden do in a strange way in comparison to what I thought was happening and okay.  They just "hate my guts."  I guess we "caught them red-handed."  What does this mean for me?  Is anyone actually trying to hurt me?  I also am getting the message I did something worse than what other people do and that I should just downgrade my life to them.

If I don't need good attention, no one does.  If you just say, "Why not me?" then why not someone else?  This makes no sense, and it's catching on.

What we do in this case is we care about and go through great lengths for that person to correct them rather than me trusting I can go on with my life, in this and other cases.

For other reasons, I just got mad at my life, so boring and catastrophic because of the likes of others.  So down in the pits of a miserable existence.

It seems these social statements are becoming critical and unraveled as a spin-off of something in a careless way and is something stupid.

I don't know who did what, in some cases.

Also, they are just ruining someone older I like, so they say and keep a fist up with for the condition of the mysteries at large, like it has to happen like I "did something" and people have a VIP against me from the past indefinitely.

I also feel challenged to "come out" and be upset if I don't matter to people.

Worried

Is someone mad at me?

Wednesday, June 12, 2019

So, someone did something I would never do, but I am more upset that I'm in trouble like this person to someone else, perhaps for a different kind of reason, which really shouldn't be my problem.  Like, you all should go to church and talk to the priest about confession, if you all feel confused still.   That, or take a look in the mirror.

I am upset the person thinks they can take advantage of just me more than other whites or Asians.  I don't like people who have given me or give me such as an attitude, neither.

Thursday, June 6, 2019

Christina: Joke: Twisting Time

Christina: Joke: Twisting Time: I thought of a joke.  There's this older lady I met, and I also got into this older man.  They have some things in common.  The older la...

Wednesday, June 5, 2019

I don't believe in both.  I'm good, and I got something.  I don't need to be sorted out.
Someone else does things with the excuse I could get away with it by accident just once or however much would happen that I would not want.  Apparently, she also doesn't want to be my friend.  I'm hurt that no one does.
So, I found that someone did something I wouldn't do by far more than anyone in general unless I was being attacked.  I feel I am grouped with her, though, in this way.